"I reduced my methadone dose to 50ml a couple of weeks ago and am now finally starting to feel comfortable on this dose. This was by far, my most difficult reduction to date. The first ten days were utterly horrible and near unbearable, but I managed to stick it out and am glad that I did. I almost ended up returning to 55ml but in the end, didn't have to. If I didn't get to the clinic within twenty four hours of my previous dose, I would start to feel as if I were in major withdrawal. I had certainly begun to forget how awful opiate withdrawal could be, and am kind of glad that I was given a reminder as this will ensure I don't allow myself to become cavalier about treatment, etc and end up convincing myself that it wouldn't hurt much just to try one pill just one more time! Not that I had/have any intentions of doing this, but it doesn't hurt to be extra, extra careful. Anyway, if I didn't make it to the clinic within that 24 hour period, my body would start to rebel against me. My limbs would start aching so badly, I would start to grind my teeth as I got more and more agitated, my nose and eyes would start to run like mad, and my general disposition would change dramatically. Of course, within a half an hour to forty five minutes of dosing, everything would appear to return to normal."
So that is what the Methadone user's mean when they say it makes them feel normal again. How is this much different from their other form of using? Except they know when and where to go but if they do not receive their legal daily dose it is the same story as if they were withdrawing from there former drug used. Why are they calling this treatment? Just admit to the public that you are providing a legal substitute that feeds the addicts cravings. But, instead they make it sound as it is the answer to addiction and this wonder drug. Of course the user's agree to it's greatness. We are enabling addiction when we support this clinical practice.

